Ahhh! How nice it is to be back blogging again. I decided to take a leave for a late lent/30 day prayer, praise and soaking in the Lord's presence. It was a fabulous repreve and I have AMAZING testimonies from my time away, but I have plenty of time to share later.
A MILLION PIECES LATER
Picking up the billions of piece of my broken heart is becoming tedious. Many people told me I will deal with Jubilee's death in waves and they weren't kidding. I have days where I feel like I can move the world with what I have gained from this experience. But most days I go through an amusement park of emotions.
At the end of the day I feel so incredibly blessed. Though the time I had with her on Earth was devastatingly short, I still got to hold her for 10 months ;). I got to feel her and I got to communicate with her when we had our quiet times together. I was the one who got to spend the most time with her and I'm so incredibly grateful.
With Mother's Day quickly approaching, I'll find it hard to not feel blessed. But it sure won't stop me from hurting because all THREE of my babies won't be celebrating with me.
Stay tuned for some incredible testimonies from the pass month and a half or so! Time for a little prayer, praise and soaking, then off to bed, off to bed.....
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